2003-07-18 22:11:31

阿嬤的願望!(一)

轉載自:<台灣立報「921災區民眾史」>
■作者:施朝祥

在921災區一再碰到的「台灣人的悲哀」,一種永遠不被外界了解、不受媒體關注的台灣底層人民深沈悲哀,也是李登輝、陳水扁和許多聲嘶力竭追求台灣獨立者不想知道的悲哀…


劉巫先,已經是七十多歲的老婦人了,滿頭的白髮,面色紅潤,體格壯碩,聲音宏亮,說起話來中氣十足,從命相來看,童顏鶴髮,神色泰然,保真氣象,當是天上神人,非人間凡骨也。

然而,這一切得來卻不容易,是歷經人間多少的苦難所培養出堅毅不拔的意志,是歷經過無數次天災人禍的洗禮,而淬練成挺直腰桿、屹立不搖面對人世險惡的頑強,才能展現豐富旺盛的生命力,才能綻放出這等令人覺得無比燦爛的光芒,形成一則則令人驚豔不已的故事。

阿嬤從年輕時就嫁到台中縣東勢,夫婦兩人沒有任何資財,那時,只能和丈夫胼手胝足、堅苦刻勵、克勤克儉地打拼,希望總有一天可以出人頭地,至少也要有個遮風避雨的住所。然而,現實不從人願,幾個孩子相繼出世後,生活開銷驟然大增,每個月入不敷出,常要向朋友週轉渡日。

孩子才大一點,完成了國民義務教育後,就送他們到外地去當學徒,或是到工廠做工,多少為家裏掙一點錢回來;好不容易才把孩子們拉把長大,孩子們成家立業後,卻也只能各自分飛,為他們自己家庭努力,也沒有餘力把父母接去奉養。這是我在921災區一再碰到的「台灣人的悲哀」,一種永遠不被外界了解、不受媒體關注的台灣底層人民深沈悲哀,也是李登輝、陳水扁和許多聲嘶力竭追求台灣獨立者不想知道的悲哀!

老兩口就守在東勢,每個月以一千元的代價,租在別人不想要住又捨不得拆掉的土角厝之中。老伴平時打零工,幫朋友幹農活維生,比如除草、套袋、剪枝等。

老伴過世後,劉巫先阿嬤就和鄰居串門子,時常到學校去要些學生吃剩的營養午餐,就算是很好的「加菜金」,在溝圳旁的土地種些菜,還可以和朋友分享,以渡餘生了,對旁人或都市人來說,這和「苟活」無異,對人道關懷的慈善團體來說,這是需要社會救助的對象,對社會運動工作者來說,這是控訴政府社會福利政策最好的例証,但對貧困一生的她本人而言,卻算是非常「愜意」的生活了!

我想,這就是所謂的「安貧樂道」吧!不然,能怎麼樣呢?我突然覺得,台灣真是何其欺騙、偽善的地方,像阿嬤這樣生命處境的人不知凡幾,但是,在銀幕、瑩光幕、小說、報紙、雜誌等各式各樣的媒體傳播中,我們很難甚或完全看不到「阿嬤們」的報導,我們一直活在遠離事實和真相之外的資訊牢寵裡,我們始終被不知不覺地剝奪了「知」的權利…

對於使我不忍卒聞、而阿嬤感到「愜意」的生活,我以為必須改變了,沒想到,它,卻朝反方向改變了…

九二一大地震,活生生地打破了這樣「愜意」的生活,把阿嬤的一切把阿嬤的生命弄得一團亂!房子倒了,家在瞬間就沒有了,朋友「走」了好多人,過去的美好都只成為記憶中的片斷。阿嬤有時候常想,為什麼要讓我活下來?天災沒有帶走的人,留下來,卻成為人禍的「祭品」…(待續)

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